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Anniversary (The Gift Sessions Of 2004)

by Happy Phantom

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1.
In my minds eye I've given everything away there's no new light there's no new day can you feel this pain do you feel the same... I stand here alone I'm breaking down and all that you hear is a hollow sound slip quick through my hands and slowly we all drown in my minds eye we all must fall... Is there nothing we can do is there's nothing here for you... In my minds eye I've given everything away... In my minds eye Theres nothing left to save... In my minds eye I've given everything away... In my minds eye There's no knew day...
2.
Kite 04:13
I feel alive today I feel awake I feel my life today is going to change... ha! I rise as the sun today and I will not look down I will aim high today I will not fall a soft twist in my mouth a word that's not spoken I an not afraid I am not broken I am not afraid I am not afraid I am alive... I am alive... Oh I'm in the sky today as high as a kite I see the world at my feet and stars in my eyes Oh I feel alive today in six different way I hold out my heart all at once and take it all in a soft twist in my mouth a word that's not spoken I an not afraid I am not broken I am not afraid I am not afraid I am alive... I am alive... I am not afraid I am not afraid I am not afraid I am alive...
3.
Blame 05:02
Theres too much hate there's too much pain in you eyes there's too much want there's too much faith in your lies there's too much wrong to try to make things right there's too much talk to ever with this fight you will never win this fight... It's not your fault dont blame yourself again It's not your fault you knew this world would end It's not your fault you're taking all the blame It's not your fault there's nothing left to save no there's nothing left to save... Its every time you look away a chance to live and start again you blame yourself for everything a monster deep inside of me... the monster dies inside of me...
4.
Today was just another day another life has slipped away is there more than I could see is there more stuck in between throw your head back in the clouds and into the stars of heaven put your feet back on the ground and know this time will be forever and ever forever I shall sleep and ever and ever forever I shall dream about the days to come about the days to come what's happening to me? Today was just a another day there's nothing getting in my way It's who you know and what you do and who you want to be this love inside we just cant hide the things you want to see so throw your head back in the clouds and into the stars of heaven put your feet back on the ground and know this time will be forever and ever forever I shall sleep and ever and ever forever I shall dream about the days to come about the days to come and with the sun... Today was just another day another life has slipped away is there more than I could see is there more stuck in between throw your head back in the clouds and into the stars of heaven put your feet back on the ground and know this time will be forever and ever forever I shall sleep and ever and ever forever I shall dream about the days to come about the days to come and I'm up with the sun...
5.
Left Behind 04:35
Never say goodbye never walk away we'll never win this fight she never minds the waste and so we're left behind we're left behind and so we're left behind we're left behind... These final thoughts of all that you want chasing the ghost of a beautiful day... These final thoughts of all that you love chasing the ghost away... She not too far and I still believe that I can find my way around the world again into your heart again the sky is grey like my aging skin and nothing changes the way the way I am or the way I've been it's just the way I am and so we're left behind we're left behind... These final thoughts of all that you want chasing the ghost of a beautiful day... These final thoughts of all that you love chasing the ghost away... Sometimes in this life we all cry we all die and so we're left behind we're left behind... These final thoughts of all that you want chasing the ghost of a beautiful day... These final thoughts of all that you love chasing the ghost away...
6.
If I could see your smile in every last time surprise surprise these pretty eyes can't see and heaven waits for love but not for me forever in this moment... The next time we meet we'll meet in my heart together we'll be till the end and nothing could ever just break us apart... Is it this life or the next life but something reminds me of you every day It's a touch or a feel Or the way that you looked when you told me you'd always be there in my mind in my soul forever in this moment... The next time we meet we'll meet in my heart together we'll be till the end and nothing could ever just break us apart... So long ago I'll never really know goodbye my love, goodbye my love goodbye my love, goodbye my love... The next time we meet we'll meet in my heart together we'll be till the end and nothing could ever just break us apart... nothing could break us apart nothing could break us apart...
7.
New Age 04:32
I realize that nothing changes anything you say stop but somehow I go on The whole world seems to be a single step away and everytime it's every single breath I take Some would chose jumping someone else's train Some would lose and some can't ever step away It's such a beautiful age... I realize that nothing changes anything you're not too amused and want to disengage but how can I retain a girl who runs away something's change but something's always stay the same Some would chose jumping someone else's train Some would lose and some can't ever step away It's such a beautiful age...
8.
She wanders off to meet you in the darkest parts looking for a silent place and he's buried in her arms... It's a secret you have never told and the leaves begin to fall away her eyes reveal a new disguise and it's written on her face... like a song you think you've never heard as you mumble all the words the bottom hides an awful taste and my mouth begins to burn... She treats you like an animal that doesn't like to beg it kills you more than anyone and soon we'll all be dead... she locks away your happiness and throws away the key I promise I will let you go but never sets you free... she never sets you free... She wanders off to meet you and she's pulling on the string stitched into your tender heart and cutting off your wings... can you fly me to a silent place are you wishing on a worm is it better when it's just too late but you never want to learn... like a song you think you've never heard as you mumble all the words the bottom hides an awful taste and my mouth begins to burn... She treats you like an animal that doesn't like to beg it kills you more than anyone and soon we'll all be dead... she locks away your happiness and throws away the key I promise I will let you go but never sets you free... she never sets you free... she treats you like an animal that doesn't like to beg it kills you more than anyone and soon we'll all be dead... she locks away your happiness and throws away the key I promise I will let you go but never sets you free... she never sets you free... she will never set you free...
9.
A perfect sea of lights kissing on the floor wishing on a star that died a million years ago... A city made of ash a wave of empty souls the paper faces line these walls and shatter at your door... Like crows on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries she's pulling you apart... A rose on your grave a whispers in the dark it's every time the baby cries to heal her broken heart... I'm riddled with your guilt I want to see the end we'll never make out alive and soon we'll all be dead... She's always dressed in black a creature made of stone a monument of tragic loss could never bring you home... Like crows on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries she's pulling you apart... A rose on your grave a whispers in the dark it's everytime the baby cries to heal her broken heart... You crawl into my dreams with nothing but a symphony of twisted lies to my despair I hear your voice but you're not there... You crawl into my dreams with nothing but a symphony a twisted life to my despair I hear your voice but you're... not... there... Like crows on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries she's pulling you apart... A rose on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries to heal her broken heart... Like crows on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries she's pulling you apart... A rose on your grave a whisper in the dark it's every time the baby cries to heal her broken heart...
10.
He stares into the looking glass but doesn't see his face his mind begins to realize that everyone has changed a modern type of alchemy an antiquated age casts into eternity and watch him slip away... When everything goes wrong just take another breath a single thought of someone you have lost and will never have again... He stares into the looking glass but doesn't see his face there's nothing there to recognize and nothing there to save a sense of pure nobility a man without a faith wanders through this world alone just looking for his place... When everything goes wrong just take another breath a single thought of someone you have lost and will never have again... When everything goes wrong help me take another breath a single thought of someone you have lost and will never have again...

about

A N N I V E R S A R Y
(The Gift Sessions Of 2004)

In 2004, I set out to write a few song melodies for an EP, which was suggested for me to do with haste by a certain record label.
Unfortunately, the rush to get something on a recording was too much for someone like myself, who had very little experience in the music world to do.
At the time, no one in the group of "musicians" I was playing with had much experience either, and we were all too young to understand the importance of a good recording or what it even meant to be in a good band.
Styles clashed, ideas were limited, and a lot of the penciled thoughts for a song were mostly impulsively done in the studio, in which our time was also limited. The end result was a disastrous conclusion of simple and unfinished ideas forcefully turned songs.
The EP was an immediate failure and almost instantly went to the archives of the "what could have been" shelf. As time went on,
I would often wonder what could have possibly been "if" the song ideas that I had written during those sessions, would have been done wholeheartedly, and with a different group of "musicians."
Through the years and now listening back, I always felt that the song melodies I had written for the EP did indeed have the potential to become something great in the vein of post punk/dark wave music but sadly, they were never able to see the light of day or the dark on night!
So here we are now, 20 years later,
revisited, re imagined, reconstructed, rerecorded
remixed, and remastered...

The original EP was completed on October 8th 2004. Recorded at Last Beat Records Dallas TX. and Mastered by George Geurin DES.
That being said, I decided to revisit those simple songs ideas and see what they would have sounded like if (Happy Phantom) would have been around in 2004. This is what we came up with...

Music written and recorded by Jackie Legos, as performed by Happy Phantom and remixed and remastered by (The London Sound UK)
Lyrics by Jackie Legos. 2004/2024.

I would like to mention and a thank a few people for their efforts and contribution during those sessions in 2004 whom without, none of this would have been possible.
Thank you! Jimmy Fry, Terrance Sandoval, Domingo Lejas, Melissa Stoval, Bill Weisner, Last Beat Records, Paul Bassman (Sony Records) Ronnie Rafael, "Robot Chicken"- Rhonda, Wittman and Gene at Curtain Club, Billy "Bubba" Doyle, Lynn Nickels, Dave Castel, Josh Venable, Aaron Evan's, Erin and Steven Johnson, Spudsy, Dusty of "Rescue Mission" Austin TX. Ricky Rissera of "The Polyphonic Spree", Portland and Johnathan of "The Mermaid Purse" Matt "Coop" Cooper, the original Deep Ellum Crue, my father Robert, Donny Tharp, Floyd-Man, David Berrara, Tony Valadez, my family and Happy Phantom.

This album is dedicated to the memory of
Terrance Sandoval.
He was a very gifted Drummer/Percussionist/Musician, a long time band mate and most importantly, he was a very good friend!



Release date: April 5, 2024

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released April 5, 2024

Music written and recorded by Jackie Legos. Music remixed and remastered by (The London Sound UK) Studio. As performed by Happy Phantom.
Guitars,Vocals, Keyboards, Bass Guitars:Jackie Legos
Bass Guitars: Phillip Sozansky
2nd Guitar: Brendan Laden
Percussion: Colby Sias
Drums: Zack Bigelow

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Happy Phantom Dallas, Texas

Happy Phantom is a five piece Dark Wave, Cold Wave, Post Punk, Dream Goth band formed by front man, singer/song writer, and multi instrumentalist Jackie Legos.

Vocals/Guitars: Jackie Legos,
Drums/Percussion: Colby Sias
Keyboards/Synth: Austin Hayes
Bass Guitars: Phillip Sozansky
Guitars: Brendan Ladan




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